I’ve been leaning on you
Without reason or truth
Now I’m dreaming of leaving my demons
And the first one I’m leaving is you

(i have no one left).

There’s something starting don’t know why
In a house so cozy
Few words are spoken
Let’s take our shoes off
And unwind

Time it was and what a time it was it was,
A time of innocence a time of confidences.

one day the conversations will cease
and the good stories
and the little reminders of you, that only we would understand

one day we’re going to be strangers
and i wont have any regrets
its been a long train coming and i’m ready to break away

one day youll think of me
and the good times we used to have
and the way you should have treated me better

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its sad that this doesnt even have a specific target. its meant for many many people that im pulling away from.

i like my world with 65% mystery.

it’s hard being quiet when all i hear in my head is,’i like you i like you i like you.’

(i do not know what it is about you that closes
and opens; only something in me understands
the voice of your eyes is deeper than all roses)
nobody, not even the rain, has such small hands

you’re submerged in a sea of hypocrisy.
but you walk around with a shield
you villainous swine
stricken with the impulse to treat others how youd like to treat them
while you observe from a white brilliant chariot
above the folk and the troubled mud

It took me a long time not to judge myself through someone else’s eyes.

i realized what keeps me around is that i pity you.

We’re miles apart. an irrevocable distance to change.